Friday, August 16, 2013

My dream play would be....

I do wish that I could write a play about suicide that was so perfect that anyone contemplating suicide that saw the play would be moved to not go there, ever. I've written a few plays in the 31 days 31 plays events these last two years, and I've written short stories about suicide, too. I've never wanted to commit suicide, but I think about the absoluteness of it. About how it is an end to something that probably shouldn't have ended. Today's play for the 31 Plays 31 Days is one more of those suicide plays. Always I am looking for a way to say it perfectly. Perhaps one day.

Here's play #16

Paperwork                                                                                                         Earl T. Roske

Collette:    Female, younger than Mildred.
Mildred:    Female, older.

Note: Even though there are two chairs, Collette doesn’t have to sit and Mildred doesn’t have to remain seated.

(Lights up. There are two chairs. Mildred is sitting in one and flipping through papers on a clipboard. After a pause, Collette enters, slightly bewildered.)

                                                                              MILDRED
Ah, Collette, there you are.

                                                                              COLLETTE
Where? I’m sorry. I seem to be lost.

                                                                              MILDRED
Disorientation, dear, just part of the process. Come, we have paperwork.

                                                                              COLLETTE
Paperwork?

                                                                              MILDRED
Oh, yes. There’s always paperwork. Being born: paperwork. Getting married: paperwork. Buying a house: paperwork. Committing suicide: paperwork.

                                                                              COLLETTE
No I remember....

                                                                              MILDRED
Does take a while. Shall we?

                                                                              COLLETTE
Who are you?

                                                                              MILDRED
I’m Mildred. Now, the paperwork?

                                                                              COLLETTE
How do I know you?

                                                                              MILDRED
Really, dear, think hard. I am the personification of your Super Ego. You have killed yourself -- 

                                                                              COLLETTE
Pills. I took a bottle of pills. My moms.

                                                                              MILDRED
Yes, yes, we both know that already. Now, paperwork?

                                                                              COLLETTE
If I’m dead, why do I need to do paperwork?

                                                                              MILDRED
The paperwork is to determine if you really, truly wish to cease to exist. We’ve been through this before. Shall we begin.

                                                                              COLLETTE
I don’t need paperwork. I know I want to die.

                                                                              MILDRED
One: Do you want to die? Answer: Yes. Well, we’re moving right along.

                                                                              COLLETTE
Seems to me that we could stop right there and get on with the part where I’m just allowed to die and be done with all this.

                                                                              MILDRED
Dear, lots of people want to die but they never carry out the act of suicide. So that isn’t the end of the paperwork. No. Not by a long shot.
                                                                              (Beat)
Two?

                                                                              COLLETTE
Fine. Just. Just hurry.

                                                                              MILDRED
Got someplace to go? Oh, ha ha! I am such a hoot.
                                                                              (Clears throat.)
Where was -- oh, yes. Two: Did you leave a note? If so, why?

                                                                              COLLETTE
Yes. I wanted to say good bye. And explain.

                                                                              MILDRED
Oh, how thoughtful. All right, three: Will you be missed.

                                                                              COLLETTE
Oh, doubtful.

                                                                              MILDRED
Are you sure? Be sure, dearie, we want the paperwork filled in properly and completely.

                                                                              COLLETTE
Why?

                                                                              MILDRED
Because it’s paperwork and paperwork is always filled in properly and completely.

                                                                              COLLETTE
It. That doesn’t make any sense.

                                                                              MILDRED
That’s paperwork for you. Again, will you be missed.

                                                                              COLLETTE
Oh.... Maybe. Couple of the girls at school.

                                                                              MILDRED
Parents.

                                                                              COLLETTE
No. I don’t know. Maybe. They’ll probably be relieved.

                                                                              MILDRED
Relieved that their daughter has - oh, what’s the charming phrase? Oh, yes! - has offed herself? They’ll be glad to no longer have you around?

                                                                              COLLETTE
They don’t act like they would. Oh, sometimes they seem to care. Mom’s always trying to talk to me, but she’d never understand.

                                                                              MILDRED
Which you know because you actually talked to her and discovered she didn’t understand.

                                                                              COLLETTE
Well, no. I guess. Not exactly. See. I just knew she wouldn’t understand.

                                                                              MILDRED
So you didn’t even try? Tsk tsk.

                                                                              COLLETTE
She’s my mom. What would she know?

                                                                              MILDRED
What indeed. Anyone else going to miss you?

                                                                              COLLETTE
She’s always just cheerful and positive. I don’t think she’s ever hurt - inside - ever.

                                                                              MILDRED
I’m sorry? Who is this?

                                                                              COLLETTE
My mother.

                                                                              MILDRED
Oh, we’re still on that? I see. Well, I’m sure she’ll be hurting now, yes?

                                                                              COLLETTE
Oh. Yes. I suppose.

                                                                              MILDRED
Wonderful. Anyone else that’ll miss you?

                                                                              COLLETTE
Toby.

                                                                              MILDRED
The cat?

                                                                              COLLETTE
Yes, the cat. My cat. I’ve had her since she was a kitten. Always there. I could talk to her. She didn’t try to judge or tell me what to do or how to do it. She always tries to sleep on the pillow at night.

                                                                              MILDRED
Well, she won’t have to share it with anyone now. Moving on. Three: Will you miss anyone?

                                                                              COLLETTE
No.

                                                                              MILDRED
No? Want to give that some thought?

                                                                              COLLETTE
No. Yes. I don’t know. Toby, obviously.

                                                                              MILDRED
Obviously.

                                                                              COLLETTE
And - maybe - the girls in my group. Sasha, Amy, Joe, Nikki.

                                                                              MILDRED
Hm?

                                                                              COLLETTE
Yeah, fine. Probably my parents. Oh, and Ms Filliger, the history teacher. She was always telling us cool stories in school. Kept telling me how great I’d do in college.

                                                                              MILDRED
Well, you sure showed her.

                                                                              COLLETTE
What? What’s that supposed to mean.

                                                                              MILDRED
You’ve committed suicide. So you won’t be going to college and so you won’t do great in it. You showed her what’s what. Next -- 

                                                                              COLLETTE
I don’t want to do this anymore.

                                                                              MILDRED
That’s not an option. If you don’t finish the paperwork you can’t die.

                                                                              COLLETTE
I know. I remember that from last time.

                                                                              MILDRED
Times.

                                                                              COLLETTE
Times? What?

                                                                              MILDRED
Three is plural. So, not ‘time,’ but ‘times.’

                                                                              COLLETTE
I don’t like you.

                                                                              MILDRED
That doesn’t address the fact that you haven’t completed the paperwork.

                                                                              COLLETTE
I refuse. What are you going to do about that?

                                                                              MILDRED
If you don’t complete the paperwork you can’t go on and will have to go back.

                                                                              COLLETTE
Really!? Fine. Okay, then. I’ll go back.

                                                                              MILDRED
I thought you wanted to die?

                                                                              COLLETTE
Well.... I remembered a few things I wanted to do first.

                                                                              MILDRED
Hm. Well, if you’re refusing to finish the paperwork -- 

                                                                              COLLETTE
I am.

                                                                              MILDRED
Don’t be in such a rush. I was saying that if you don’t want to finish the paperwork you’ll have to return to your life, such that it is.

                                                                              COLLETTE
Good. How...?

                                                                              MILDRED
That way, dearie.

                                                                              COLLETTE
Thank you. And good bye.

                                                                              MILDRED
Maybe next time we can finish the paperwork?

                                                                              COLLETTE
Yes. In another sixty or seventy years.

                                                                              (Exits)

                                                                              MILDRED
That’s the spirit.


                                                                              (Lights down.)

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